happy halloween!!

well, tomorrow is halloween, and we are getting really excited. neil and beau are going to be bill and ted...and i am going to be a devil. it should be a pretty fun time, as it always is every year. and neil and i are going trick or treating with rachel, my little lion cub, and her niece and nephew too...gotta get some candy!!!!! i will post pictures ASAP. hope everyone else has a great one too!!

my surgery...

it's done. i am doing well. overall, it was pretty fast and mostly painless. in fact, i would say it hurt less than getting my nose pierced!! so that's a plus, if you ask me. mom was worse off than i was at times, as she is quite squemish. she saw the needle for the local, and pretty much looked away after that. and i even was allowed to patisipate by holding the tube to the smoke evacutator. i did a great job as my own medical assistant!! anyway, nothing much to report, really. i am healing, and my next appointment is in 3 months. until then, i am laying low. neil and i are house-sitting for my boss this weekend, so it should be a pretty good time.

that's that for now...

monday morning. ugh.

well, we at kinda at a stopping point with the house right now...th inspector revealed that the roof is shot. that's about a $7000 repair. and with the exception of one room, all other electrical outlets are un-grounded. and the hot water heater is dead, for sure. so we basically turn in all these estimates to our relator and he goes to the seller's agent with these issue...but because the hosue is listed "as is" that means they are not going to fix anything...but hopefully will either shave some moeny off the seeling price or credit us the money at closing. so that's that...

i have my surgery this week, so i am under a lot of stress due to that coming on. plus with all this house stuff going on, too...i'm exhaused, and i went to be around 6 pm last night...woke up at 8, ate some food and went back to sleep. i had lots of weird dreams though, all night long. oh well.

we went to mom's this weekend b/c sara was in town. things went the way they usually do when we all get together--sara has fits, yells and acts like a brat...mom and i try to cal mher down and talk to her, not to tmention help her--to no avail. times like those remind me why it is better for me to live a distance from the two of them. it sucks--family can make you crazy.

rachel and leo came over on saturday morning, so that was a fun visit, at least. leo is getting so big!! he's going to be eating real foods soon!! and i got him the cutest little pair of camo sweatpants!! adorable.

that's about all really. i am bitchy b/c i am not having soda. and i need my caffine/sugar fix!!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrr. just wanna be left alone until i feel better about the world today.

house inspection day.

today we have our inspection scheduled for 4 pm. so i will be heading outta work to go do that this afternoon. i'm sure it will be tons of fun, but it will give me a chance to take lots of pictures of the inside of the house--so i will be posting those tomorrow, hopefully!! i really hope that all will go well with the inspection, and the termite inspection we have next week, too. if we can get everything ready, we may even get to close earlier than the 13th!! how great would that be? i can't wait.

the house=our house.

here are the poictures from the house, as promised. we have our inspection on thursday, so hopefully it will be all good news. termite inspection in two weeks. trying to get this all done and ready in one month is a real challenge!!

Home-owners???

Well, after one week of having a realtor, we have found a house we really liked...We put in our first offer, it was countered, we did a second offer, which was (unofficially) accepted--as long as we can close by November 13. whooooooooow. It's crazy!! So...We have been pretty excited all weekend long. I brought my camera fishing last night, and forgot it at home, so I will post some photos from our visit to the house after signing the contract. yay!! I am so excited to move and not have to move again until we leave Florida. One less thing to worry about!!

I have scheduled my surgery for the 26 of this month to get it over with. I'm ready to just get this whole process moving along, really. And I am much calmer now thanks to my great friends and family!! So many stories I have heard lately have given me hope that this is just a minor glitch, despite my own reservations. Hopefully I will soon be posting how not-that-bad the whole procedure was!! I'm thinking positive.

that's about all for now, really. Although, there is so much to be done now!! Neil has his whole studio to pack up, and we have to get inspections on the house, and get everything in order for the closing date. phew!! Being an "adult" is exhausting sometimes!!!!! Oh---and we will most curtaining be having a big house-warming party, so get ready for that news to roll-out pretty soon as well. Oh--and I am getting a dog when we move, too!! I am so excited. There is a fenced-in backyard that I just can't wait to get a little baby dog!! Then my little farm will be complete, although there is just one more animal that I want: a leopard gecko. They are so cute!! Anyway, enough of all that...

I almost forget to say that I cooked up the best green beans known to man this weekend. Thanks to Mrs. Paula dean and her delicious recipe!! Yummy.

~d.m.b

not good.

the results are in...
Current mood: scared

i am writing this in hopes that it will help me feel better. my mom and neil know already...so yeah. i got my test results back from my doctor. i have moderate dysplasia, also called CIN II. this means that i have abnormal, precancerous cells in my cervix. my gyno will perorm a laser treatment to vaporize the abnormal cells...and this apparently has a much faster healing time than a freezing procedure that used to be more commonplace. but the best part is that even after all this, it can just keep coming back. so i will be having pap smears every 3 months for the next year to ensure that the abnormalities aren't returning. so even if i get rid of it, i am really not getting rid of it. i am so scared and freaked out. i've never been under, and i've never had a surgery or really any medical procedures. i guess i've been lucky until now. now i am just sitting here at work, staring into space, trying to regain my composure. this was not the news i was expecting.

fishing...and what-nots.

this is me and my new nose stud.
me making my papal's favorite face...which is hard for me to do now.
at work, being BORED.
saturday night at the skyway fishing pier.
a weird fish i caught.
this other fish we caught.

pictures.